The Enigma: A Poem

 



The Enigma


Growing up, it was always, what are you?

Always wanting to know

Where I came from.

What language did I speak?

 

Growing up, it was always, who are your parents?

Always wanting to know

Which one was white.

What island were they from?

 

Growing up, it was always, can I feel your hair?

Always wanting to know

Why it was the color jet black.

Was it dyed or straightened?

 

Growing up, it was always,

About my appearance.

My nails are too pink, the tips so white.

Is that a French manicure?

 

Tiresome really.

What difference does it make?

Telling the truth makes no sense to most.

Always questions, so let me boast.

 

Mô Djé!

 

My name is my name.

Creole is my ethnicity,

Black is my race.

I am a proud woman of color,

From the house of Dávies,

Pass the hot sauce, please.

 

That should be enough.

 

~d.lawrence


Free Women of Color with their Children and Servants in a Landscape

The painting above was commissioned by the British government and painted by Italian painter Agostino Brunias, created between 1770 and 1796 (late 18th Century). Although it depicts life in the Caribbean, it is very reminiscent of Louisiana Creole life. What I love about this painting is how it showcases the relationship between free people of color and their slaves. In the silence of expressions, looks, and stares, one can sense the tension and acceptance of life within the social order of the day. To read more about this, the painting and the artist, please click here.






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